Vinyette

Jun. 27th, 2017 08:34 am
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 I had a customer walk up to me on Sunday as I arranged flowers, stop in front of the kiosk, turn to me and say "Watermelon."

That told me nothing. Did she want directions to, help picking one, complaining she had bought a bad one, something else?

She just stared at me, so I prompted her, "Watermelon?" 

"Watermelon!" 

I was at a loss. What could I say to that? 

Then she finally rallied and told me that this was the fourth store she'd been to seeking Watermelons. Did we have any? As I don't work in produce I didn't know, so I yelled over at the produce guy and asked. He showed her were they were and she left with one.

I'm chalking that up to the fact it was 5pm-on-a-warm-day temperature at 9am that morning for the second day running. Her brain was probably fried. Lucky it's cool down to just very warm instead of ghastly. We just aren't built for that kind of weather.
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 I worked Monday (10 hours), Tuesday (11.5 hours), Wednesday (10 hrs), Thursday (11.25 hr), Friday (11.25 hr), Saturday (10.5 hrs) and Sunday (8.5 hrs). That's just so hard on me. Along with the scrapes and bruises from working, my body was so stressed that I got sores in my mouth and two weird rashes (the very itchy one on my finger is, I think, a reoccurrence of a rash I had as a kid) With all that overtime, I'm buying something nice.

But first I'm going to sleep for a few days...




This is a 52 (53?) foot trailer and we filled up the whole thing between Monday and Thursday. For perspective's sake, those pallets (blue/ brown things) come two thirds of the way up the trailer, all the flower bunches are as packed as I could make them, the last half of the walk way is crammed with buckets, the milk crates the other buckets are sitting on go all the way to the door, and I pushed a six wheeler (low cart) stacked with boxes into that empty space before I closed the door. And by Sunday 2pm, the trailer was empty, except for the pallets, milk crates, and trash.
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I was almost late for work yesterday because when the person on the radio said "the president" and my sleepy brain knew that meant Trump, I turned the alarm off rather than snoozing it, like I was unconsciously hoping if I went back to sleep, I'd find it had been a dream.


My health insurance cards are finally in the mail (or so I'm told). Should have had it before New Years. Two of us are waiting to make appointments until they show up.


I don't know where I heard it, but whoever it was was wrong: chalk markers are not a good substitute for tailor's chalk. Well some of it did wash out or at least fade, so I can use the fine tip white, red and black in the seam allowance.


Somewhere between 7 and 10 percent of the metro area I live in rallied downtown yesterday. As the metro area has half the state's population, that is a pretty good sized chunk of the whole population. I heard they didn't have room to march as the whole parade route was full of people. Next time (which I'm sure they'll be), they should march in a circuit so at least they could do more than stand still.


We are gearing up to Valentine's. I just wrote the schedule, although I'm sure it will be changed half a hundred times in the next few weeks. I scheduled all the people I could, for all the hours I could and still only used half the hours I had at hand, but as my new manager reminds me, we can use that as over time.

I'm hoping we get them partly because I enjoy keeping people busy and I'm good at it as long as I can flit from place to place encouraging, finding new tasks, doing those little things that slip through. And big holidays are the only time I can do this.

I also like doing the accounting part. Balancing the books and counting dollar/hours. Who'd have thought it.

Snow day

Jan. 11th, 2017 08:35 am
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 I called in today because I'm sure I could get to the bus stop... eventually, but then I'd have to wait for whenever a bus decided to come along.

So today I want to:
  • Type in the next part of Night Club Cat
  • Start a load of my clothes (I went to get dressed in non-work clothes and could only find shorts to cloth my lower half. The top half I covered with a shirt I bought a week ago for my birthday and hadn't had a chance to wear.)
  • Hand wash my Christmas shirts (the label says Gentle cycle, but when I decide it's time to take the sequins off, I want them all to come off at once.
  • Get a rough draft done for a horror-ish Peter Pan story insipred by a song they keep playing at work.
  • Figure out what's going to happen in Night Club Cat (I keep wanting to spell cat with a K) part three
  •  Edit part 2 and post it
  • Decide which plushie I'm making next (last week I made Sting - the Hobbit sword, not the singer). I found fleece at 75% off in a wide range of colors (remnants during a 50% off sale) so I spent $30. I might have a years worth. Or even longer.
  • Vacuum the living room. My household thinks a room is clean if they picked up the big stuff.
  • Fold and put away my clothes
  • Hopefully take a walk before the snow turns to rain, but this has to wait until I find pants.
  • If I get enough done, I might reward myself with peanut butter cookies



Today...

Dec. 23rd, 2016 07:18 am
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 Is either my first Tuesday or third Monday  — or just day three of nine at work. Let's see if I survive it.
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 Saturday the roasters were crowing in unison. Three times as loud, but with longer pauses. I needed a shower, so I gathered my stuff and went in. When others had complained about the shower, I thought they were just experiencing what I had, but it was so much worse. Wetting down my washcloth took 15 seconds, not the whole thing, just the middle enough that water would drip through. I washed myself by wetting the wash cloth and then rubbing off the soap. But I didn’t hit the very end of my rope until I realized that the chair I’d set my clean stuff on had been visited by the chickens too. I needed to get off the island.



We went to the town’s Farmers Market where we were supposed to meet step-dad, but he got so busy gabbing with old and new friends that he never made it to the meeting stop. We passed him as we were leaving. 
 
We went to sis-in-law’s house and regaled her with tales of the old house. She offered the use of her shower and said we could camp out in their yard. I said no, mostly because it would cost us $28 to get over there and if we were going to spend that kind of money, I was going to sleep there.  It turns out that step-dad has always been like this (he asked if they’d ever plumed the sink after we’d been there a few days, which says he never went up and looked before inviting us to stay). All the hospitality I remember from the visits were because of hubby’s sisters.
 
She took us my the garden she helped organizes at her daughter’s school.  Then we went to a Salmon festival. We got there just in time to see their birds of prey show. We lefts sis-in-law and the kids to that and my husband and I walked around. I was all peopled out. But Sis-in-law texted us to come back. Their youngest brother’s daughter was there with her mother. She looks a lot like my other sister-in-law. She is the same age as sis-in-law’s oldest son and said that when she’d introduced herself in Spanish class as his cousin, he hadn’t believed her. 
 
Sis-in-law’s husband is in a band, so we went out to eat at the local Mexican restaurant (Mexican food by and for people who have never tasted food made by people who have been to Mexico) then we went to see him play at the last town sponsored concert of the summer. I don’t sit still well unless my hands are busy or I’m very entertained (hence my family knew Stranger Things was good because I didn’t walk away at any point), so I brought crafts. My niece finally warmed up to us (part of it might have been to pipe cleaner/bead dolls I let her have). 
We also met one of my husband’s quasi half sisters. His mom and her dad never married, but they have fond childhood memories. She has a one year old, having had all her adventures before she settled down. I’m so glad mine are (nearly) grown. Sis-in-laws in-laws were also there. They were super friendly and offered us their bottom floor when we next come up.
 
Sis-in-law and her family stayed to clean up, so we headed for a view point and looked over the city. Then we went back to her house until we had to leave to catch the last ferry (11pm on the weekends). We made plans that the next time we’d camp out or something. I’m done with the old house and the expensive ferry. 


 
Before we went to bed, we picked a ferry crossing we wanted to be on. The kids said they could do nine, but the next morning we were up and packed by eight (when the first ferry arrived) and only had to wait for our host to say goodbye before we left.
 
We walked the beach until the ferry came, then puttered about town until a good time to invade sis-in-law’s house. We hung out with her and I assured her when she worried that we weren’t seeing more sites, that we’d come to see her and seeing her was all we really wanted. We didn’t want to leave until the game traffic in Seattle had died down, so she opened a hive and gave us honey. I’ve never seen poppy honey before. It’s very dark.


 
We only stopped once on the way home (note if ever visiting Washington rest areas - might work for everywhere with two restroom buildings - always go to the building furthest from the opening. The restroom closer to the entrance was small and crowed, dark, dirty and out of soap. The other one was bright, fully supplied, and 10 empty stalls when I entered. ) We dragged ourselves in the house, but I insisted the kids not put their bedding back on their beds. We washed the whole lot Monday morning. 
 
I also discovered that the heavy pain in my chest is probably allergies. Up there I breathed fine, Sunday evening I was fine. Monday I felt like I’d been hit by a Mac truck. It could also be stress. I had nightmares all Sunday night that the bed was on fire or that I was burning. But I’ve started to take a few tablespoons of local honey everyday just in case.
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Rosters woke us again on Friday. We felt more ourselves, but everyone who took a shower complained about it. My husband even tried to shower upstairs, but the water never got warm at all. Breakfast was eggs and toast, both heated in the fry pan we went over and asked for after we realized he’d never remember to bring it.
 
 
We went to a beach where we could gather rocks with sis-in-law. There we so many pretty rocks. I decided just to pick the white ones, but I started noticing green ones at the waters edge (the look brown/grey when dry) and the look of incredulity on my daughter's face when I came back with a handful of green rocks was enough to keep me picking them up.
 
Sis-in-law is really nice. I was kind of worried about coming up and seeing them because even though I’ve been married to my husband for 25 years, we’ve only seen his family a handful of times (They live in northern Washington, Southern California, and Hawaii). But she fit right in with us. She was aghast to see the condition of the old house. She wasn’t informed we were actually coming until Wednesday, which was her kids' first day of school. She had wanted to clean it.
 
She had to leave to pick her kids up from school, but she wanted us to come by for dinner. It turns out her family eats the same pizzas from the same take and bake chain ours does. Cheese and Cowboy with mushrooms on only half. We bought a few things we’d missed on our last shopping trip, plus some baking soda. The sink in the downstairs bathroom had years of rust on it (when the family first moved in decades ago the water was so full of iron and sulfur it was undrinkable. My husbands said to him the sink was always orange.
 
 
Then we went to a park for an hour or so. Sis-in-law isn’t shy. Her husband has to work to keep the conversation going (like we do) and their kids made themselves scarce. She showed off her little house and her big yard. She keeps bees and my youngest took lots of pictures of the hives.
 
 
Long about sunset, step-dad and hubby’s youngest brother stopped by, so we all went to a beach. It turns out that step-dad knows everyone and is able to make fast friends with anyone he doesn’t. We walked around and back to the rocky beach as the last of the light left. I took 80 pictures there. But a yellow jacket decided my niece was it’s hive and stung her six times before getting caught in her sock. My baking soda to the rescue. We went back to sis-in-law’s house and got pampered until it was time to leave for the ferry. This time it only cost us $12, but that was the end of our tickets.

 

I was more antsy than tired, so I scrubbed the sink with baking soda and a paper towel. The backing soda was orange and the sink was mostly white when I gave up for the night.
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We woke Thursday to three roosters crowing “I’m the best!” “No, I’m the best!” “No! I’m the best!” without stopping. Horses, ponies, and sheep roamed the yard as well as the roosters, chickens and oh so many colorful chicks.


Luckily I’d thought to bring our kettle and mugs/cups for all of us to drink from. We’d never have made it in this house without the soothing balm of tea. Breakfast was leftovers from dinner as we didn’t have anything else. It again stuck to the pan. 
 
My sister-in-law crossed on the ferry and we all (us, step-dad, his two dogs, and sis) went for a hike on the island’s tallest point. Step-dad has walked this trail hundreds of times. It was his go-to place for exercise before he was in a car accident a few years ago, and he’s still very fit. He and the dogs strode up the hill. He stop only long enough for us to get close, then he was off again. I felt like I was running a marathon until about a quarter way up when I decided to take my time. My daughter gave up entirely and I settled her on a comfy log. My husband slowed down to where I was and we made a leisurely climb. 
 
But we didn’t get down until well after noon. We were all starving, but had no food, so we went into town. We were planning on shopping and eat afterward, but it was after three and we’d last eaten at 9, so we got what we needed for lunch and ate at a park, then went back  for a full shopping run. Then we went back to the island. 
 
Step-dad had given us tickets to ride the ferry. One for the car and driver and and eight for the passengers, so getting back was free.
 
My daughter wanted a shower, but didn’t want to take the first, so I took one before dinner. First I had to clean the dead moths out of the tub, then drag in a chair because his bathroom had zero counter and I wasn’t about to put my clean clothes on the dusty floor. Half the water came out the faucet instead of the shower head, the warmer half. And I’m glad we brought our own towels, wash clothes, and hand soap. The bathroom was only supplied with cheap toilet paper (much like an Oregon rest area).
 
That night we had fresh corn, and food we’d picked up from the store. After dinner we went to a public access beach to watch the sun set. It was one of those “take nothing but pictures, leave nothing but foot print” beaches. I was fine with that. I took pictures of some mermaids I'd made. We had to leave before it got too dark because the path back to the car was through a thicket. I’d wanted to spend longer there.


 
When I went to bed, the upstairs was stifling, so I opened the window above the bed. That was noticed that the bathroom window wasn’t the only one the chickens had used as a perch.

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Back in January, I told the people I work with that I was going to need the end of Labor Day week off (I couldn’t just request days because Black Out Weeks (when you can’t ask for vacation) is always complete weeks even if the holiday/reason it’s a Black Out Week is Sunday or Monday). So everyone knew: the woman I work with on the regular, my sometimes-here manager, and the lady who is fourth in line getting hours (so she works a different department most of the time). I ended up working Sunday through Tuesday, leaving on Wednesday morning, getting back on Sunday night and being sick all Monday, then going back to work Tuesday. 
 
Knowing for nine months that we were going up, didn’t mean I knew where we were going to stay. I wanted to know. In August, my husband finally found out. We were staying at his step-dad’s old house (they built a new one eight years ago on a less windy part of the property). My husband’s two youngest siblings live in town (the step-dad lives on an island) and we were told the other two siblings (my husband is the oldest) were coming too (hence not knowing if we could stay in the house).
 
So we arrived about five on Wednesday evening and got in line for the ferry. Crossing costs us almost $30 (leaving the island is free). Then we drove up the road and worked out which driveway to go in as my husband never lived in the house, just visited. The inside of the house was dusty and we were hungry and tired.
 
For cleaning supplies, we were provided with:
-1 small bottle of dish soap
-1 sponge
-1 broken vacuum
 I'd also brought 1 hand towel
 
The kitchen had:
-Two pots, one with rivet holes instead of one handle, both of them the opposite of non-stick
-A few dusty mugs
-A couple bowls
-A stove/oven combo with no oven racks
-Cupboards full of old cans and medicine that had expired years ago
 
For food:
-Lots of giant potatoes
-Several onions
-A giant mason jar of olive oil, which step-dad wasn’t sure was still good
-And a garden of vegetables
-Potable water
-Apple cider
 
When step-dad gave us a tour of his new home he gave us:
-Paper plates
-Plastic forks
-A paring knife (the blade was shorter than my smallest finger)
-A spatula (pancake turner variety)
 
The island had a restaurant/store, so my husband walked down to it with one of the kids as I cut up potatoes and onions with the small knife I’m glad I didn’t take out of my lunch bag (we’d packed sandwiches in the bag to eat on the way up) on a paper plate (as we had no cutting board). I took comfort in an article I’d read recently that said Americans can’t tell the difference between rancid and extra virgin olive oil and when we do, we prefer the rancid, so it didn’t really matter. Even with all the oil, the potatoes stuck to the pan. It was more mush than fried potatoes. Two of my kids don’t like onions (texture rather than flavor), but wanted the onions mixed it because that was really the only seasoning we had. My husband came back with pre-cooked sausage links and eggs. I cooked them together and then mixed everything. Filling, but it could have used salt and pepper.
 
After dinner step-dad and his wife came by after their dinner guests left. We fed them cake we’d brought. She was disgusted by the dust and wouldn’t stay. He stayed long enough to open our gift to him (step-dad, my husband, and one of his brothers all have birthdays that week). He then put his gift (a wire tree perched on a rock that we’d spent the last week making) on the table ‘for us to enjoy’. It’s probably still there. 
 
We each figure out where we were going to sleep. My daughter took the extra long couch (wooden with a foam mattress on it), my second kid took the downstairs bedroom, my youngest piled up foam cushions from the store room (that had been a bedroom) and slept between the table and the piano. My husband and I took the added on room upstairs. It had bed with a foam mattress covered by a sheet. I covered the whole thing with the thinner of the two blankets I’d brought for us then put our pillows on top of that. I’m so glad I did.
 
The upstairs also had a half bath. Half because it only had a shower and toilet. It did have a sink, but no faucet or drain. It also didn’t have a screen over the fan vent and sometime in the last eight years chickens had gotten inside. The wall with the window was covered in leavings and so was the magazine basket, but oddly enough not the magazine on top. 
 
We went to bed kind of early for us, so cars were still going down the nearby road. I’ve got to state here that there wasn’t a single curtain in the house, nor was there curtain rods or holes where the curtain rods would have been. Also no door on the upstairs bathroom. Personally, I’m a curtain girl. Keep the light out and the warmth in. But finally I slept.
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 Just after we got back from vacation, where we walked down into a cave,

climbed an obsidian hill,

and saw a falls 



I worked a lot of days in a row, then my mom came to visit before I'd even got the vacation laundry done. She wasn't feeling too hot, so she came for some babying, good food, and distraction from what was bugging her. So we had a craft day and made clothespin dolls

I did hair and hats, sketched out pattern pieces, and tied bows, Mom cut, glued, twisted, and planned her dolls.
My girl was going to be Little Red Riding Hood, but my mother gave her girl a red cape, so my girl became Adela

and then I made Clemens and Little Hans. They are from the fairy tale mashup I'm writing. Clemens married Adela because the valley elders (those who talk to the forest spirits) told him to. He'd had a helpless, hopeless crush on Johann, Adela's childhood sweetheart and first husband. They are raising little Hans together, but he wants the boy to learn about and love his first father.

Originally, these three characters were going to have names that meant bear (Bernard, etc), but I misplaced the list of all the character names, and renamed everyone. I didn't get a chance to make a peg doll of my Goldilocks character. His name is Ermin, and I'm not sure whether to put him in the formerly frilly nightgown he ran away from home in (now ripped, wet, and muddy) or in the man's trousers and woman's shirt and apron he favors after joining the little family.

Anyway, that reminds me that I found a bunch of videos on flower fairies my day off before my official vacation started and I want to show you my take but I can't find my two bigger mermaids and my Emil, Kurt, and Peregrine dolls set in the King's Dilemma story are not yet dressed for the occasion (should Kurt/Konur be wearing the loincloth from the beginning, or the silk robes he's in later? His hair is clean, so the robes would be better, but the loincloth would be so much easier) and they are not cooperating with being photographed.

So through this whole thing my desk has been getting messier and messier (I also made some felt kitten/babies and converted two t shirts into tank tops), so the place I work and write looked like this:



(That's Clemens upside down while I waited for his leg extensions to dry. The pipe cleaners beside him are his arms. My husband drilled holes in the pegs for us.)

It's slightly cleaner now. Slightly.

Before my mom arrived, I made caramels. I wanted to try some with hot chili oil in them because I'd tried some with pink pepper and they were good, so I put orange oil in half (I know my family likes this) and added a tiny bit of chili oil to the other half. It turned out richer (similar to what the orange does for it) but not spicy at all. I was a little disappointed. I also burned myself royally scraping the chili oil into the pan (the oil is very thick) with a molten-caramel covered spoon. I'm still in a bandage a week later. As long as I wear a hydrocolloid (blister) bandage it doesn't hurt. (just a big pink spot and tiny scab left)

My mom got the idea of trying peanut butter caramels. We couldn't decide whether the peanut butter should go in halfway through or at the end (before or after taking the temp). While I was at it I decided to add chocolate too. So I ended up with

My mom had two favorites, my daughter a different two. My sons each liked one, and my husband liked them all and wants me to add chocolate to my next regular batch.

But the biggest thing I discovered was I don't like peanut butter caramel. At all.



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 Yikes, it's been a month since I posted. I think of something nearly every day to post, but never end up doing it. 

The Floral manager is back for 6 weeks, so I'm only getting one day in Floral (the lady being trained to be manager is getting 3 or 4 and the manager said she was going down to 4 and using vacation days, but she hasn't done that yet). I'm picking up hours in the deli, so it's not horrible, but it's been two years since I had to do this. 

I just read (listened to) a book that I wish I'd read reviews for first. I spent over 20 hours listening to find that the author had decided the readers really didn't need the overarching mystery solved. The current mystery did get solved, but due to no one verifying the mastermind's age, the confession was inadmissible, so she walked. I got three other books on CD in this series from the library, but even though reviews say they get better, I'm not sure I'll ever read them. (The Dublin Murder Squad series by Tana French).

The only interesting thing was that I learned combats are cargo pants. I assumed they meant boots until I got to "the hem of her combats" and had to rethink the whole paragraph.

I looked up other British/American difference for a story I'm working on (for S2B2 if I can get it done) and found several difference in words for parts of cars: bonnet/hood, boot/trunk and the like, but what about rearview mirror? My POV sits in the back because he's trying to keep his distance from the driver but their eyes keep meeting in the mirror (set in a Roderick Alleyn/Lord Peter Wimsey Britain). If anyone can help, it would be much appricated.

My sister is in the state for the summer and I took yesterday off to spend it with her. It was pretty nice. And it really hits home how much a child can change their parents POV. My niece got a stack of book store gift cards for her birthday so we wondered the aisle as she picked what she wanted and talked about the YA books. My sister and her daughter read/listen to stories together (niece is 16) and my sister says that when she gets to the parts with the boys kissing, she ask that they skip ahead. She knows that the relationship is important to the plot, but it makes her uncomfortable. A few years ago it would have made her angry and stop reading. That's a big step. 





I'm alive

May. 9th, 2016 08:05 am
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 Living through a holiday is like cramming a month worth of stuff into a week. Last week, the one leading to Mother's Day, all our help was taken (to replace people on vacation or injured or out sick or on family medical leave for a sick relative), so there were only four of us all week (and one of those could only work 5 hours in the evening for three of the days and was sick for another), so I worked 52 hours and so did the woman who is training to be Floral manager including 8-7:45 (she was 7am-7:45pm) on Friday to be ready on Saturday (as ready as we should have been on Friday).

Getting up on Saturday was easier knowing I was making time and a half. 

We used up 168 hours when we had 274 to spend (plus courtesy clerks coming to help us or a few hours here and there). I need to write out exactly how many people/hours were taken and for where in hopes no one will decide that if we are doing this well on so few hours, then that's all we need. (I also need to figure out how much money one guy cost us–his boss special ordered something and he not only refused to pay for it, but ended up paying half price for what he did get.)

But all in all, despite the long hours, this was probably the funnest holiday I've ever worked. The manager was off at her other job (for the company) last week, so we did our best and that best was a lot of jokes and silly lines and talking each other out of stressing and buying rounds of Starbucks, and generally keeping a good attitude no matter what was thrown at us (or taken away). We all remarked on how much less stressful this holiday was compared to Valentines' Day. We agreed it was the lack of a certain person. The floral manager flew in Saturday, so she came by on Sunday and after a general happy few minutes praising us, she took on that tone of voice with me about something I'd had nothing to do with and I was suddenly a new, know-nothing employee again, but the other ladies stepped in and explained what they'd done and why.Technically I was in charge, but that doesn't mean I butt into other people's decisions. We sold a lot of half price tulip plants (for $8) instead of throwing them away. And we also sold through almost all our plants, most of our roses, a lot of our cut tulips, all of our bouquets, the azalea trees we're normally stuck with,  and an oodle of arrangements (including ones in the "ugly" vase the department has had longer than I've worked here), so I don't think that really hurt our bottom line.

I'm pretty much dead to the world today (I worked over 61 hours between days off. I don't know how other people do this on the regular. Or why.) I woke up two hours before my alarm, earlier than I needed to get up even for those last few early days, but my fitbit says I got almost eight hours, so maybe it was enough, despite how tired I feel.

Ugh

Mar. 16th, 2016 12:29 pm
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 I was going to write today. I really was. Had a story picked out and the characters named and everything.(and I discovered the first summary of it that I assumed I hadn't written because I couldn't find it.)  But the neighbors above me put their dog out on their porch this morning and it's still whining (now down to about ten seconds out of every minute). Listening to music doesn't even fully cover it up. 

Miscellany

Feb. 26th, 2016 03:30 pm
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I had a weird experience around Christmas (besides the hours-long panic attack I've started taking medicine for). When I work Floral, I'm always moving around (according to the fitbit I got for Christmas about 6 miles a day). A few years ago they put a bank in my grocery store. The head person on the bank stands in front, greeting all the customers who pass. The second head person was a man, who stood in the doorway, facing both the bank cashiers and my department. When no customers were walking by, he'd watch me.

People like watching balloons blown up and flowers arranged, so I ignored it. He'd say hi every time I passed and we might exchange a sentence or two. No problem, but as last year ended I became uncomfortable at how happy he looked to see me. I started avoiding walking past him. Then I found out he was moving to a different branch, so I went over and wished him well. I said WE'd miss him and his laugh. He replied that he'd miss me too. He watched me all the time.

So uncomfortable.

But he's gone now so it's all good.


I'm trying to finished the last bits of The Locked Room and send it off. My therapist (who I've gotten since the new year) tells me I'm a protectionist and had me come up with a deadline to send the story off. I said two days of editing, so with one editing day each week, the last day of the month. Then I sat down to do my editing and realized I hadn't done a synopsis or the back cover blurb. The synopsis wasn't too hard, but I'm still working on the blurb. (I was sure I'd worked on this before, but I can't find anything). Right now I have:

Klin’s job in an on location film crew means he’s hardly ever home, still he meets Weston, a handsome businessman with the most perfect dark beard, and Klin moves in with him to maximize their time together.

But when Klin’s brothers visit, they spot the gaps in Klin’s knowledge of West and are determined to solve that mystery by opening the one locked room in West’s large house.

It isn't exactly what I wanted. There's no need to mention West's dark beard unless I note that Klin's brothers think he's Bluebeard (but how to say that without mentioning that the brothers open the door). I want to say the brothers are obsessed with the locked door. And I can't remember if it should be in past tense like the story (synopsis are always in present tense)

The first and last of paragraphs are the most important parts, so I should probably pull Weston from the middle of the first one and put him near the beginning. And the locked room should be at the end of the second.

Today hasn't been very productive. I was light headed and my heart was beating fast (like a panic attack) this morning, so I went back to bed and didn't wake up until one. Now I've got the out-of-body feeling I get after naps along with the light-headedness and crazy heartbeat. (making lunch was an interesting experience) I can't even really relax because I can't read anything longer than a few paragraphs.





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Google gave me a birthday doodle yesterday and I gave myself a day off, but that means that I didn't get any of the prerequisites to today's cooking done yesterday. My kitchen is too much of a mess to make anything, let along Angel Food Cake, cheesecake pudding (I'm modifying a vanilla pudding recipe), and triangle chimichangas.  But I picked my birthday food...

(And my husband is doing the dishes.)

I worked many 40+ hour weeks in a row and I'm exhausted. So I decided to take this week off. I want to get stuff done and not sleep the whole week, but I'm not sure that's going to happen.

My husband got me one of those fitness counters because I was curious about how much I actually walked at work. (I don't carry my phone on the sales floor or around the house, so the one on my phone said 5 minutes when I'd been on my feet all day.) The bracelet vibrates after I reach my "goal" which is still at the factory setting of 10k steps. I've been hitting the goal at an average of 5.5 hours of work. I knew I walked a lot.

I gave two presents that I'm really proud of. First a fox scarf because it too me HOURS. I tried to follow the directions, but got 2/3 the way through, I realized it was too wide and stiff to wear. It wouldn't scrunch up, so I had to take the whole thing apart, knitting one strand into my second attempt, and making a ball with the other. But the second attempt curled up, so I tried again. This time it worked.

Fox scarf


And the second was fun (and technically from my husband). My daughter has a lot of wigs, so we bought her wig stands and covered them with origami paper. The pile in front of the middle wig head is the paper we covered it with. They will attach to the wall once she tells us where they go.

Wig stands

(I tried to post the pictures, but I couldn't get them to show up.)

I get more joy from picking/making presents for people than from receiving them. An unopened present could something you didn't even know you wanted. My daughter got me both Champion of the Scarlet Wolf books by Ginn Hale. I hadn't even known the existed. (Now I need to reread the Lord of White Hall books then these again, but not this week because I want to get stuff done. So good.) 

Well I better get to work.







Prompts

Dec. 10th, 2015 06:42 pm
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 I had a should-less day today, which meant I only did what I wanted to (I did get up before I wanted to, but time runs differently laying down and I didn't want to miss out on enjoying not getting anything done). I washed the dishes because I wanted to, but didn't do the laundry and I'm not going to feel guilty about it. 

It wasn't an entirely stress-less day because I got two calls on my cell phone. I hate calls in general, but my cell makes them difficult as well (partly because of a crack I taped over the camera that tells the phone I no longer have it against my ear, so I had to pull off the tape to hang up). And a police officer came to my door to say my old car was getting towed. He made it sound like it didn't normally tell owners that, but we were so close... I'm glad he did because we were waiting until the weekend to do anything, and if they tow it it will cost a lot more than if we do. My husband's dealing with it right now. I'm trying not to say anything to him like that if he'd cleaned our stuff out of the car on Sunday while I was at work, we could have donated it on Monday and I wouldn't have been interrupted by a knock at my door.

 Anyway... I have two prompts. One is a kittycam at an animal shelter.

And the other is a picture: 

The light really makes this picture. And notice the way they look at each other. I could just stare at it (if I could just get who these two are out of my head).  I should be able to hear the crowd outside the window and the sound of the harp, smell the incense, it's like walking in on an intensely private scene. I want to back out, mummering apologies, then peek back through the doorway to see if they even noticed. They won't have. 

(Does anyone know how to insert a picture and make it smaller than the original? This would have worked just as well at ½ the size)

Sigh

Dec. 5th, 2015 01:44 pm
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 I've been saving up a lot of stuff to post, not being in the mood to do anything when I wasn't working, but on the way to the store today to buy new work shoes because my old ones ripped out yesterday (the uppers are no longer completely attached to the soles), my car died. A thump was followed by a grindy noise and the power steering and power brakes were no longer working (my husband was driving). It's a good thing the light was green, we had no cars in around us, and this part of the road had a huge median to allow for parking during festivals. So we coasted from the center lane to the median and only had to push it a bit to get it closer to the sidewalk. We walked down to the bus stop and rode it home.

It could have been a good deal worse. If we would have taken a different route, we might have been on a curvy road with not even a bike lane to park in. Or someone might have been in front of us and stopped at a red light. 

The car isn't worth fixing, but we were hoping it would last until January. *sigh*
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If you chose to lance your blisters (less painful than trying to walk on an full one), always make sure you clean the needle right before you use it and don't try to guess which one you'd cleaned the night before. Instead of being healed, my little toe still hurts. No weird lines or pink or swelling, so I guess it's on the mend, but it still hurts more than it did on Monday when I was lazy/stupid.

And that thing between my mom and my sister. It was all a misunderstanding. My sister is fine coming to my mom's to eat a meal. I'm glad I didn't let my mom talk me into saying anything.


Title: Trifecta
Chapter: Labor Day, part one
Status: WIP
Genre: Romance, Triple Slash, businessmen, jobs, friends, working
Length: 1 k
Summary: Kenneth plays host

Masterlist

Kenneth opened the door wide. “Come in, Miss Amelia, come in.”
Ty’s aunt had insisted on getting her own ride from the airport. Kenneth gave her a hug and left her in Ty’s hands while he helped the cabbie get her luggage out. Kenneth glanced in at the cab’s meter and paid the cabbie.
Bad news? )

Miscellany

Oct. 22nd, 2015 06:05 pm
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My mother called me yesterday in tears. She'd just talked to my sister, wanting her to think about the possibility of writing one of those 'coupons' kids sometimes do for their parents. Mom wanted my sister to promise at some point to have a meal at Mom's house with me, my sister, and brother. I have no idea why this is important to her, especially the 'under her own roof' part. But my sister refuse, saying that all families are different and in ours this can never happen. (and if my mom and brother would have just come to the funeral my aunt didn't want, we all would have eaten together.)

So my mother stated she didn't want a funeral because it would break her heart if my sister was willing to eat with my brother after my mother dies, but not while she lives.

After two hours of talking her down, she asked my to call her in a few days so she didn't do anything drastic (like throwing out all my sister's pictures and pretending she had only two children). She called back a few hours later, sounding much better. She decided to leave the whole thing to God, which made her feel better, so that's all good.


I read an interesting essay the other day. It's about happiness and other people's expectations of what that mean when it comes to choosing not to have children. Would Virginia Woolf have really been a happier person if she'd had kids and written fewer works? Or would she have just raised several miserable children? And the fact a person counted as selfish if they don't want children (personally, I'd be more likely to call them selfish if they do, not a bad selfish, but selfish none the less unless the kids are adopted).

But the thing I took away from the whole thing was that happiness should never be the be-all-end-all because happy people never change the world.


Also I found out what an opposite of hyperbole is: litotes. Litotes is when you down play something, like falling seven stories is bound to be uncomfortable. I realize that I read examples all the time in books and had no idea what they were called. 

Miscellany

Sep. 29th, 2015 09:53 am
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Lately, I've stopped doing things I find fun. It just hasn't been worth the bother (like I didn't walk the few hundred steps out the front door to glimpse the lunar eclipse). So today I'm going to do them, rather than take the easy way out by reading or lying in bed, thinking up stories. I've got no gumption. Maybe writing this, and a new short story, will bring it back.

I read an article the other day about celebrating and not being ashamed of gay men's femme sides, so one of my characters is going to be one of those boys everyone knows is gay (even if the kid isn't). He was going to be the POV, but as I wrote the summary he became the Love Interest mostly because he has a secret that's part of the story question (or whatever it's called). I've had several people tell me that many effeminate men are annoying to be around (we have one at work the sings as he rings people up. Some customers/employees love it, some hate it) but I think maybe if these men weren't told they were being a man wrong, they might not be so aggressively defensive. Or maybe the in-your-face is only annoying because we are judging them, even if we don't realize. Interesting article anyway.

And you just have to watch the cute kitty with the white under his neck. About halfway through he puts his paws together not quite like he's trying to catch something. 


I think I left my favorite hoody at work yesterday. I remember taking it off the hook when I took my shoe bag off (I leave my work shoes in my locker) and I think I had it over my arm as I walked to and from the bus going home, but then where is it? I can't remember seeing it when I looked down at my bag at the bus stop. It I left it on the break table at work, it will still be there when I go back to work on Thursday (maybe in need of a wash), but if I left it on the bus or at the stop, I'll never see it again. It isn't worth the effort to spend a day getting it from TriMet's lost and found. I hope I left it at work. And that someone hung it back up for me.

I'm still trying to figure out names for my characters in the story I'm about to start. I really miss the Nickelodeon one which gave you not just the date it was popular, but other similar names AND other names likes by people who liked that one. Whole families could be names using that last feature. After the lists stopped being searchable (could no longer jump to page twelve of thirty-seven), I stopped going there, but I returned this morning to look up Owen because I want a name like it, but not necessarily it, but the lists were gone. I couldn't even find a link to them. I ended up using Baby Name Wizard and got some plain-jane American names that will do, but they are so boring.

Behind the Name is my go to place if I want names from a specific place or even when looking for a place for all my characters to be from, but this is set nearby and the three characters with unimpressive names are all the straight white boys with straight white guy privileges that they don't realize they have. I guess Owen will have to do. 

What do you guys use to find names? 


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